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This week has been stressful for me and mom. Well, it started last week but i was still kind of slacking off then. Mom has been stressing on work, home, business/rackets, and Jerica’s debut give away. I told her not to mind the house until she’s done with the other stuff she needs to do. The house isn’t that messy anyway. But being the perfectionist that she is, she sees everything messy. I wanted to help her make the accessories but i had school work that needs to be done.

Wednesday night was the most stressful day i’ve had. Aside from the schoolwork i had to finish, i helped mom with her errands because i knew how tired she is. She just came from a flight but had to work hard to get her promise done. Jerica’s debut is this Saturday, US time, and she promised to provide the give aways, namely bracelets. Tina, Jeremy’s wife, along with their kids, were leaving that night that’s why mom was panicking. She has been busy with a lot of stuff that she rarely has the time to make bracelets. I made some before and i didn’t have the time to make some now too. I waited for her in Crossing where we went to this shop where they make accessories. She had them make those dangling things you attach on your cellphone which were so cute i would want to have one when i get another cellphone.

We went home and i did some writing then i ahd to go back in an hour to get the stuff and pay the balance. I’m so stressed that time because i had to get back home as soon as possible and it was rush hour. I was so pissed off because the taxis are ignoring me. Grr. (that’s reserved for another post if i still have the time to do it.) So i walked home despite my aching knee.

Mom had lent me one of her cellphone that time and she called me, she got a cab from home and picked me up. I felt so tired and haggard and stressed that i took a shower once i got home. Refreshing.
Two years ago i wouldn’t have mind not passing requirements and failing my subjects. But if i keep it up, i’m going nowhere. So despite the fact that i would most likely fail, i still tried my best to keep up with the requirements our professor gave us. She didn’t want to fail anyone. I was a candidate for failing because i have been absent or late for class since midterms.

Philippine Constitution and Sociology are minor subjects but those are the only class i get to attend more often. The schedule is Monday, Wednesday, and Friday at 8-10am. The professor is a good and effective teacher and i enjoy her classes because i learn something. Though the times i’m absent are the days we have quiz. Which i didn’t know.

I did a book review for my Socio class to pull my grade a little bit. And aside from that we were given an assignment/take home finals exam in which we had to research articles by a certain person from a certain newspaper and relate its social relevance. In our Consti class, we were given 40 questions to research and answer, handwritten. I’m have very bad penmanship and i write really slow so i was not able to pass them on time.

I finished both assignments just yesterday morning when i woke up 5am. I went to school before 12noon because that’s the time the teacher said she’ll leave. I looked for her and found her in one of the classrooms and i asked her if she would accept my papers. She shook her head but i kept asking her and saying please. I waited for her class to finish and kept memorizing the Bill of Rights because i had to recite them too.

Memorizing the Bill of Rights was stressful for me because as the years pass, my memory is getting worse. The other day when we were supposed to recite, i had succesfully memorized Sections 1-11 but couldn’t get sections 12-22 in my head. To those of us who didn’t get the chance to recite, we were given the chance to do it the next day, which was yesterday, but with no guide. I knew each of the sections but i tend to forget some and need a few moments to rethink again.

So yesterday was the day. When the teacher went to the faculty to get her things for her next class, i went in with her and punched holes in my papers and included them with the ones my classmates passed. Take note that i was doing this while she went to her class. She said no but i still put my work in there, because i knew she couldn’t really decline. When her last class was finished i begged her to let me recite, she said she had to go but i insisted that it would be a quick one. So she let me recite in the faculty while she goes around fixing her stuff. I tried to remember everything but there are words that i keep forgetting, she didn’t seem to be listening most of the time but she told me to keep reciting. In a way, even if she’s not listening, i was still reciting and i skipped one section where i can’t remember the words for that bill. She didn’t notice and even told me that i did very good. Maybe because i had no guide with me when i recited.

So yeah, i hope i pass.