Muzikistah.com

For one thing, my blog is slowly dying. Even before i renewed my host and domain, and bought another domain, i was slowly fading away from my online life. What’s the purpose? Well, i still love the idea of blogging and be able to talk/write about anything i want. I need to do changes again, like get rid of the rotations and other plug sites i’ve signed up for. Why? Because i want my blog to be a place people visit because they want to, not because they’re forced to read and comment. Then this site would certainly die.

My e-mail is full of reminders of sites i need to visit and comment on. Maybe i should quit that now, no? Then i will. After posting this entry, my blog will begin to fade. Too dramatic?

Anyway, mom is still recovering. And this injury she has is really bad for us. The nagging is worse because she can’t do the things she used to when she was well. She expects me to do everything as she would have done them. But i’m not like her. I’m a slow paced person, very lazy. I would do things or chores when i want to do them, when i feel like doing them. I would do them one at a time. I can’t be like her in an instant. I just want her to understand that i’ll take care of everything but she has to be more patient with me. I’m a sloth. Like this one time, i did the laundry, hanged them to dry, kept them when they were dry, prepared lunch or dinner, washed the dishes, kept some stuff away, refilled the water dispenser, refilled the water bottles, and she’s still not satisfied. I mean, she knows me and she doesn’t realize that these things that i do now are huge for me as i do not usually do them. And she nags 24/7 which is so irritating that sometimes i would feel like strangling her, but i don’t.

It’s a good thing i’m back in school. I have reason to go out even when i don’t have a class. Like right now. I’m in a net shop, where i can surf without her nagging. Of course she’s right, that there’s nothing important in what i do in the net. I play neopets, i blog, i surf. But it’s what i do. Computer and internet is part of my life, it’s part of who i am. Just like how she is when she’s working. Or when she’s taking care of business. This non-sense is “my job”. For an understanding and patient person that she is, i don’t feel it when she’s onto me.

Kendo is cute as always. He brings us so much joy. He’s the reason why Mom and i rarely fight nowadays, though the fighting is like it used to be because of her injury. But it’s still good. We make up after a few hours.

School is good too. I think i’m doing well enough to pass my subjects. Except for my Practicum. I need to take an OJT but i have yet applied. I’d rather not discuss it fully but i’m still hoping to accomplish it soon. As well with my shop.